My goal was to “talk” to atoms. The question I needed to ask the atoms was, (in a nasally voice with my hand over my mouth) “what is your location, over.” By design, atoms were heated as they traveled through the plasma which was as hot as the sun. Once heated, a high intensity laser would shine on the atoms. This brute force method of “talking” to atoms then forces them to give away their location; because when atoms are exposed to light of the right color, they emit light of a different color than the laser in a process called atomic fluorescence. By aligning optics and sensors to a certain location and optimizing detectors for the latter color of light, the experiment was designed to selectively determine the location of the atoms of interest.
| Argon Plasma from an Inductively Coupled Plasma Mass Spectrometer |
After several hours of experimentation, the data collection process was complete. As I was waiting for the cooling down phase of the experiment to complete, I had some time to think. I felt powerful, being able to “talk” to atoms, and all. I felt satisfaction knowing that I was able to accomplish a task so complicated and yet so elegant. Sure, it had taken weeks to do, and millions of dollars of equipment, but the experiment was done, and I felt a literal power over the elements. My mind was then inspired to ponder over a different scene.
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| Excimer laser used to probe atoms. |
This new scene was that of Jesus the Christ at a wedding in Cana. His mother says to Him, “They have no wine.” James Talmage gives some important insights into the scene, and explains that His mother seems to have some responsibilities for the administration of the marriage feast. You can read more about the incident in John chapter 2, but Jesus has the servants fill six water pots with water. Then, he tells them to draw from the pots. When they did, the water was wine, and reported by the ruler of the feast to extraordinary wine. So, for a moment, I thought I had some power over the elements. But, after reviewing this scene in my mind’s eye, I realized my skills were scant in comparison, and I felt greatly humbled. My egotism turned to appreciation for nature and the way that the creator assembled our earth.
The experiment I just related was an endeavor in seeking a small piece of truth. The bit of truth I needed was to know how fast atoms were moving in a region of space next to a hot plate inside an instrument. The way that I was seeking to obtain that truth was by a well know pattern called the scientific method. One of the important tenets of the scientific method is to test our ideas by experiment. Experiments are a way to confirm our suspicions about the way Mother Nature is designed. The experiments I was doing in the laser lab eight years ago led to an increased confidence and understanding about how this particular instrument behaved under a certain set of conditions.
With spiritual things, we are invited to follow a very similar pattern. In the Book of Mormon, the Prophet Moroni speaks of seeking truth:
3 Behold, I would exhort you that when ye shall read these things, if it be wisdom in God that ye should read them, that ye would remember how merciful the Lord hath been unto the children of men, from the creation of Adam even down until the time that ye shall receive these things, and ponder it in your hearts.
4 And when ye shall receive these things, I would exhort you that ye would ask God, the Eternal Father, in the name of Christ, if these things are not true; and if ye shall ask with a sincere heart, with real intent, having faith in Christ, he will manifest the truth of it unto you, by the power of the Holy Ghost.
5 And by the power of the Holy Ghost ye may know the truth of all things.
- Moroni 10:3-5
Our earthly experiences are opportunities to test and find truth. For example, think of a time when someone warned you that something was hot, but you got burned anyway. You learned that there is not a visual warning that some objects are dangerously hot. Similarly, when we serve a family member or a close friend in an unsolicited way, and we see that we made a difference for that person, we feel something inside. Those feeling are real, but not something that you can measure with a laser . We can learn lessons about both our physical and spiritual nature.
I have had other experiences which have taught me spiritual lessons. For example, I have put Moroni’s experiment to the test. I personally asked God in prayer if the things I had learned about the Gospel of Jesus Christ were based in truth. The answer I received through the Holy Ghost by way of the feelings I felt were in the affirmative. Those feelings come like the fruit on a tree; we know the identity of a tree by it's fruit and analogously we can recognize the presence of the Holy Ghost by the feelings we feel:
"22 But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith,
23 Meekness, temperance: against such there is no law."
- Galatians 5:22-23
So, above all, I have faith that God exists, and my faith is confirmed and supported through the manifestations of the Holy Ghost. This is a belief I have always held since I was child. This belief has been challenged throughout my life, but at age 38, I feel sure it is a correct belief. Ultimately, the hardest evidence I have is my own experience and judgment influenced by the Holy Spirit. When I rode the waves of the Pacific Ocean, I felt the power and majesty of the open water; who could be in control of something so big? When I stand in front of the Wasatch Mountains, I think, what magnitude of work was required to generate something so large? As I have studied scorpions in detail, I am amazed at their features. They are so specialized for survival in such a harsh environment. Has science ever produced such an organism? The more I learn about the atom, the more I realize I don’t know. Its structure is so small, detailed, and perfect, with ever increasing layers of complexity. And yet, for all our industrial progress, we can’t even take a clear picture of it. For me, the world around me is a part of the truth that God exists. The impressions I’ve had in these experiences have strengthened my faith in my Heavenly Father.
"44 The scriptures are laid before thee, yea, and all things denote there is a God; yea, even the earth, and all things that are upon the face of it, yea, and its motion, yea, and also all the planets which move in their regular form do witness that there is a Supreme Creator."
- Alma 30:44



